"Falling Into Myself
Take another look at me now
See, I'm a broken man
But if feels good to believe in you
All the pretty things you say
Revelations, they come & go
I think my heart was made to stray
I'm fighting off all my demons
They always color my world gray
I wonder if all I'm left with
Are my memories
I'd love to keep you near me
But I'm falling into myself
So go, or stay
I don't know what I'll be
I was hoping you could erase it all
But I think it's part of me
Barely coping with another fall
I think of you and I'm sorry
"The Light That Shines"
With those words you said to me
I fell into a void
Please, won't you let me go
Without any memories
I played with all the possibilities
Left with one, the disability
To love you more & to love me less
To see the future right in front of me
Something that made me cry & confess
Made a home in my heart
Every day I seem to recess
This life crumbles & I fall apart
Hey, I'm learning to receive
The light that shines upon me
While I'm learning to see
The fight is already gone
Kind of feels like the end of the world
Kind of feels like a beautiful day
Making me want to smile through the pain
It's all the old love, I throw it away
I get it all now
There's no one to blame
For a heart that is inane
"Night"
I am looking down but never behind
I am drinking poison, it makes me unwind
You always seem to have the answers
The brink of light is all I'm after
Go alone, the night takes you in
You won't feel a thing, I swear
Take the fall, there's nothing to win
No one to hear you pray
I feel like I've been here before
But now the skies are painted black
Mellow is the fate that I've got
Considering what I've done
"This Grave Is For Me"
This is what life is for me
It’s made of dark & loneliness
You think I’m gonna change for you?
This is nothing new to me
I’ve felt it since I came to be
I know that I am stronger now
I hope this never brings me down
Step to the side
While I dig this grave for me
You, still alive
Go on & set me free
I tried so hard to love
I tried so long to feel
But I never got above
All the things that made me kneel
Day turns into night
And pain turns into rest
I need to lay down here
And forget everything you said
Step to the side
While I dig this grave for me
You, still alive
Go on & set me free
"Nightmares"
Forgive me, I have wasted all my days
I'm finding myself to be just a grieving castaway
Falling to the ground
I have lost my way to be
Time to come around
I'll make an end to my hesitation
Craving to be something more
I'm just a little man
I'm dreaming of places unsoiled
Am I the only one?
Before I drown in the flames
I won't settle down
These are my nightmares untamed
Hold on to what I lost
I'm at the point of no return
I'm sinking underground my world is spinning
Grieving apparitions
They talk to me but
I've lost all the reasons
Put the lights out
Craving to be something more
I'm just a little man
I'm dreaming of places unsoiled
Am I the only one?
Before I drown in the flames
I won't settle down
These are my nightmares untamed
Hold on to what I lost
I still feel alive
Lights above my head
Craving to be something more
I'm just a little man
I'm dreaming of places unsoiled
Am I the only one?
Before I drown in the flames
I won't settle down
These are my nightmares untamed
Hold on to what I lost
"Out of My Head"
You came to the ruins of all
That used to be beautiful
Waters receding
Revealing all underneath
Eyes now fixated
On the horizon
Before I walk away
I need to clear my soul
Take me out of my head
So I can see that there's more
To this life than this grief
I've felt for so long
Let me start again
Bring forth another truth
Bring me down on my knees
Will I ever find the cure
I ask you once more please
Take me out of my head
So I can see that there's more
To this life than this grief
I've felt for so long
Let me start again
Take me out of my head
So I can see that there's more
To this life than this grief
I've felt for so long
Let me start again
"Disappearance"
After the day has faded away
I light the fire to ease my mind
I'm afraid of being left alone
I can't hold onto this life on my own
I'm tired and I speak out all the words in my heart
I'm hiding some kind of love
You can see all the hurt in my eyes
I burnt through the colors like the sky above
Can you help me tear my fears apart
and turn them into something new
All around me is beauty and hope
but I can't comprehend this life without you