Tantalize

 "Night" 

I am looking down but never behind  
I am drinking poison, it makes me unwind  
You always seem to have the answers  
The brink of light is all I'm after  

Go alone, the night takes you in  
You won't feel a thing, I swear  
Take the fall, there's nothing to win  
No one to hear you pray  

I feel like I've been here before  
But now the skies are painted black  
Mellow is the fate that I've got  
Considering what I've done

"This Grave Is For Me"  

This is what life is for me   
It’s made of dark & loneliness   
You think I’m gonna change for you?   

This is nothing new to me   
I’ve felt it since I came to be   
I know that I am stronger now   
I hope this never brings me down   

Step to the side   
While I dig this grave for me   
You, still alive   
Go on & set me free   

I tried so hard to love   
I tried so long to feel   
But I never got above   
All the things that made me kneel   

Day turns into night   
And pain turns into rest   
I need to lay down here   
And forget everything you said   

Step to the side   
While I dig this grave for me   
You, still alive   
Go on & set me free

"Nightmares"  

Forgive me, I have wasted all my days   
I'm finding myself to be just a grieving castaway   
Falling to the ground   
I have lost my way to be   
Time to come around   
I'll make an end to my hesitation   

Craving to be something more   
I'm just a little man   
I'm dreaming of places unsoiled   
Am I the only one?   
Before I drown in the flames   
I won't settle down   
These are my nightmares untamed   
Hold on to what I lost   

I'm at the point of no return   
I'm sinking underground my world is spinning   
Grieving apparitions   
They talk to me but   
I've lost all the reasons   
Put the lights out   

Craving to be something more   
I'm just a little man   
I'm dreaming of places unsoiled   
Am I the only one?   
Before I drown in the flames   
I won't settle down   
These are my nightmares untamed   
Hold on to what I lost   

I still feel alive   
Lights above my head   

Craving to be something more   
I'm just a little man   
I'm dreaming of places unsoiled   
Am I the only one?   
Before I drown in the flames   
I won't settle down   
These are my nightmares untamed   
Hold on to what I lost

"Out of My Head" 

You came to the ruins of all  
That used to be beautiful  
Waters receding  
Revealing all underneath  

Eyes now fixated  
On the horizon  
Before I walk away  
I need to clear my soul  

Take me out of my head  
So I can see that there's more  
To this life than this grief  
I've felt for so long  
Let me start again  

Bring forth another truth  
Bring me down on my knees  
Will I ever find the cure  
I ask you once more please  

Take me out of my head  
So I can see that there's more  
To this life than this grief  
I've felt for so long  
Let me start again  

Take me out of my head  
So I can see that there's more  
To this life than this grief  
I've felt for so long  
Let me start again

"Disappearance"  

After the day has faded away   
I light the fire to ease my mind   

I'm afraid of being left alone   
I can't hold onto this life on my own   

I'm tired and I speak out all the words in my heart   
I'm hiding some kind of love   

You can see all the hurt in my eyes   
I burnt through the colors like the sky above   

Can you help me tear my fears apart   
and turn them into something new   

All around me is beauty and hope   
but I can't comprehend this life without you